A Note Too Late

Hello people, the few who remember me here.

Let me apologize for my leave of absence.

Since I posted my last journal it's been over a year.
I haven't touched Chimerical Machinations, not even to fix the previous chapters.
Yeah, it's lame, but I've lost my creativity.
Maybe it's because I've been trying to focus on life in the real world, instead of being creative. Maybe keeping my head out of the clouds has prevented me from flying above them. Maybe I've stopped caring. Maybe...

Fuck, I dunno. Trying to deal with other people, I guess; how best to handle them, move around them. It's really the only thing I know deep down to do; to react to other people acting upon me, self-preservation. Which reminds me why I love humanity but hate most people.

My attention span is weird. No, it's not ADD or ADHD, but it's more like...uhh, like I can put my attention on whatever jumps in the way, deal with it, help it along, and then let it be. Reminds me why I don't follow big artists or animators; because the little guys need help from individuals. Let the masses have their masses.

So...say hi if you remember me.